JV you did it again. You made him think all was okay when really deep down you weren't okay. It seems like you do this all the time. Almost like you are scared of him and to tell him what you really feel. He just smoozes things over and does whatever the hell he wants. He thinks all is okay with what he did. So why not do it again and again. The merry-go-round will never stop until you make it stop.
He is not working he keeps pointing out now. So why the heck didn't he get up a couple times with his crying son so you could rest a little. Why the heck do you have to ask him almost like begging if he will watch his kid's. JV I think it has went on so long this just feels normal to you. In all the years I have been with my husband if I have to do something or go somewhere or what have you I just tell him I am going or have to do this. I have never had to ask him IF he would babysit the kid's. Almost like I was hiring someone. Those are kid's and he is just as responsible. Even if he wants to keep throwing iot in your face he never wanted them. Which is sick to begin with.
I am sorry if this is harsh. As a woman I am angry with you from one woman to another. He really needs to grow up and start acting better. Ya know you have a lot of feelings going around in your head also.
