Hi, cally. I hear what you're saying, and it does really make me angry that he doesn't get upset about using $5K for poker but throws a fit about $900 for the boys' teeth.

I honestly feel like telling him to get out. I don't know how to handle all this anymore.

H called during my last post and said once again that he would be here at 9pm. It's after 10:30pm now, and he's still not here. Why tell me that and then he hasn't even bothered to call me to let me know otherwise?

He also said in that call that he was sorry for putting all his thoughts and feelings on me, and he knows he's not so "eloquent" with the way he words himself, but he doesn't know what else to do. He doesn't want to keep it all bottled up inside. He wants to tell me these things and he feels bad about it.

I told him that's what I'm here for -- to listen when he needs me to. H said, "Oh. I thought you were there for me to love you and to make you happy."

Anyway, H said "ILY" at the end of the call, but it just sounded so empty -- from both of us .

Thanks for listening.

JV

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Valerie

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