JV, I have read some of your sitch and I know it goes up and down (rollercoaster?). Just be careful about repeating things yourself, especially if they aren't working. I realize what worked for me may not work for everyone, but I believe the gentler and kinder we are the closer we can get to what we want.
It is normal to be suspicious. My H is on his day off today and he was home when I went home for lunch. He is usually gone by then. Now I know he is back with me and that's it, but I actually went into the bedroom and looked at the bed to see if anything was amiss. And I'm laughing at myself right now for that one. Old habits are hard to break. I'm wishing the best for you. PATIENCE
