Yeah, those early days are best left behind...the first couple weeks. I was such a mess. I feel so much stronger now...even if uncertain. But still here overanalyzing. I guess some things never change.
Bruce, it's not me that's changed, unless I'm putting out a bad vibe. She calls and then doesn't talk. She'll say one little thing and then just stay on the line without saying anything. I say a few things to engage her in convo and she gives a yes/no and then stays on the line like she's waiting. I usually end up saying..."okay then, talk to you later". She delays a bit more and then says "okay, bye". It is not normal. Maybe I am influencing it, I don't know. Maybe my sh**ty attitude is transparent.
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In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years. Abraham Lincoln
It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed. Theodore Roosevelt
