You two are right I think the only reason I reacted this way was that this was the first time I actually saw what the OM looks like (not to toot my own horn...I LOOK WAAAAY BETTER! sorry for the ego trip...i just need a little pick me up). This is easily the most difficult thing I have ever had to do in my life. I'm just glad I have the help and support of such a wonderful community of people....
God, grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can,
And Wisdom, to know the difference...
I think the only reason I reacted this way was that this was the first time I actually saw what the OM looks like (not to toot my own horn...I LOOK WAAAAY BETTER! sorry for the ego trip...i just need a little pick me up). This is easily the most difficult thing I have ever had to do in my life. I'm just glad I have the help and support of such a wonderful community of people.... 
