Just Married Last Year and W Wants To Call It Off

[Rob904]

I am begging someone out there to talk some sense into me before I end it all. OK...heres the scenario:

My wife's dad unfortunately was admitted to the hospital last night for some chest pains he was having. Long story short....my W decided to spend the night with her dad at the hospital.

Up to this point, she has been on the computer during every waking moment. She is constantly chatting online with her new friends that she has made online, as well as the OM .

I never understood the depth of their relationship until I had an opportunity to check my W's laptop. I hope all of you out there don't think I'm some sort of psycho stalker, but infidelity has a way of making you a bit paranoid.

I found several videos that apparently they sent to each other recently. The videos were recordings of themselves addressed to each other. In both their videos, they both professed their love for each other.

My W has never admitted to loving him, but she did admit that she wasn't sure where this relationship with the OM was going. Well......have MY feelings changed after seeing these videos. Believe me...I will have NO PROBLEM WHATSOEVER doing 180s and GAL at this point. Psssshhhh...

Oh...btw...I forgot to mention this little tidbit....my W has never told the OM that we are married!!!!! I can't even be angry at this guy because the poor sap just has no clue!!!!! I feel as if I'm in some sort of surreal dream. The only one I can be angry at is my wife.

You know, it's one thing to be told about the infidelity, but to actually see visual evidence of it is almost too much to bear. My emotions just have total control of me right now. Someone please tell me I am overreacting, because I think I may do something I may come to regret later.

As I'm writing this post, I've been listening to my list of "angry" music. The song that is currently playing is the song called "In the End" by Linkin Park. It just feels so appropriate right now. Ok...thats the end of my rant. Please someone....help a poor fool out!