Thanks for the kind and supporting words. I know that I don't have to tell any of you that this is hard. You said that you were in month 14 of DBing? You are definitely an inspiration to me. I only hope that I have the same strength of resolve as you do in the end.

I think this would be easier to do had I known that she isn't still talking to this OM. Unfortunately, she still is, and I constantly have to remind myself to leave my anger and resentment at the door.

One thing worries me however. My wife is currently in between jobs. If she were to leave the house, it would mean that she would have to move back in with her parents temporarily. She has told me that she would despise this decision. I can't help but feel that the only reason she is still staying here is that it is more convenient for her to communicate with this person here as opposed to her parents house. I know that these are bad assumptions to make, but I'm only human.

God, grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can, And Wisdom, to know the difference...