Sorry to hear about your downturn in the roller-coaster. Jeez, you have been through the emotional and physical pain wringer lately and I am sure it is getting to you. I can only offer my hope that things start looking up for you.
UD
The 3 laws of DBing:
1. PMA is critical to DBing.
2. Since drop in WAW's PMA leads to drop in LBS's PMA and vice-versa detachment is critical.
3. Validate to raise WAW's PMA and GAL to raise LBS's.