Well I always knew it would hurt, and more so because I'm not 'healthy' reproductively.
It will help in the long-term, I just get so BAD TEMPERED when I'm in pain, that I crash temporarily.
H is scared I'll get serious complications from surgery as I did after DD1 was born and could have died. Plus he says I might develop scar tissue which might ruin things sexually for me. Don't know why he's so bothered, he's not even here
I'm normal again now.
Had an okay day. The publisher is checking the sex scenes and strong language in my book.
I hope he doesn't want to edit loads - but I have final say on the editing anyway. He said he is 'very interested' and that they have done other books with adult themes so it shouldn't be a problem.
I am adjusting a couple of the sex scenes as per your request! Will do that tonight and then email the publisher tomorrow.
Took DD4 for her first proper session at nursery school. It felt really weird walking out without her. I got some of my orders done while she was there.