I don't feel like a goddess when everything remotely feminine is twice the size it should be, and believe me, that really isn't great
I will be back to normal in another 24 hours or so and then my PMA will go back up.
At least with this problem, the actual donation will be done under general anasthetic when normally all women get is pethidine, so I am thankful in a way, I will be unconscious.
I have taken DD4 to mother and toddler group this morning and it was warm so we sat in the garden. She's a bit grumpy with me, and clingy. I think it's because she was with H for 8 days and normally she never goes that long. The longest she has been away from me is 4 days.
I held this baby while her mother went to the bathroom and DD4 just started crying because she hated seeing me with another baby.
I have been reading through the 1 publishing contract I have. Still haven't heard from the other companies. Got quite a few orders to fulfil as well.
A friend came over this afternoon. She is really excited about the book as she is one of the characters in it, so this will be her claim to fame! We were doing up my bathroom and I got some new shower curtains with fishs all over them, in bright colours, to cheer up the room a little.
Still feel down but I'm working on it. I might as well change my name to Bridget and then I can be a sad singleton like Bridget Jones.
