My opinion is that by allowing this sitch to damage my trust in people, it would just louse up any R I had with any other man.
If I cannot repair my existing R, even just to the point where we trust each other as parents, I would never be able to trust ANY man ever.
I don't see the point in re-marriage to another person because I made those promises once before and ended up D, so there's nothing to say it wouldn't happen again with that someone new. I have no desire whatsoever for a new R with anyone else and if this doesn't work, which the odds are stacked against me, then I am prepared to be single for the rest of my life and I decided that in April 04.
I would only risk my heart again because it's him and he is the father of my children.
While we are both still single, and since he has admitted he still loves me, I am not closing the door.
There will be just me anyway if nothing comes of it so I'm not losing anything.
And DON'T call me a Polly Anna, TAG, I won't be spoken to like that by anybody.
