Hey, SP, I sure know what you mean about stomach in knots. Hang in there, sweetie. Give it your all with the ole' "AS IF".....and if that seems to be not working, just "back off". I know it's hard. I still have stomach churning moments, after all this time. And times when I want to scream and throw things. try to soothe yourself before hand.....I'll check back in on you in the AM Deb
