Good Morning, Just wanted to journal before work gets busier today.

Last night, H left me a note - he had a work function (not including spouses) so I thought that was a positive but did not sign Love, H. Why do I have to see a negative in this positive??? ugh.

This am he was grouchy. Had some drinks last night when he got home so I guess I shouldn't take it personally. Gave him a hug and kiss on my way to work and got a 1/2 hug/pat not exactly passionate. Should I back off the PT?

I hope things really aren't going back to what they were like 2 years ago (1st bombs). That truely scares me. I have backed off the future talk for now. We had been looking into buying a home. Could that have sent him back into tunnel?

Thanks again Sage and Determined One for your responses. I can't really confide in anyone about this. Stopped seeing my C a while ago and H never really approved of this. Gets annoyed with all my self help books and tapes which I don't ask him to read.

Hope everyone enjoys the long Memorial Day weekend!
SP

According to the Buddha, praise and blame, gain and loss, pleasure and sorrow may "come and go like the wind," but happiness comes if you can "rest like a great tree in the midst of them all."