I'm speechless for you and very saddened to hear the development.
Just know this community is here for you if nothing else and we can all relate to your emotions.
This too shall pass - remember? Life does indeed go on, and who knows, this may change. I'd suggest using a phone coach here too as I've gotten a lot of value out of mine.
Best wishes to you and your kids and stay in touch.
KMP
Do what you've always done, you'll get what you always got.
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