Since the beginning of the month H and I have been getting along wonderfully. Some patterns have come back but I am trying to change those and looking at ways for them to disappear completely, but the summer is a very busy time for both H and I and not to mention our D who will be 10 next month. One pattern that came back is the amount we ML in a week, it seems like we don’t have anytime by the end of the day we are both so tired or that H is just getting in the house at 10pm, when I am ready to got to sleep. Hey does any body have any suggestions on this??
One thing that I have discovered though is I really like the gardening thing. Before it was just a pain, but we are spending so much time together out in the garden it is actually fun. We have an average size garden for our neighborhood; several pepper plants, two kinds of watermelon, three other kinds of melon, pumpkins, corn and strawberries. Along with about 15 fruit trees, that took a beating with the storms that we had earlier, I think we would have had some fruit off of them for the first time since we planted them.
We are busy planning our trip to TN the beginning of July. We are still not sure where we will end up plans have changed from Knoxville, to Nashville, to Memphis, basically the whole state. But there is one thing for sure we are going to stop at the flee markets north of Cinicinati on our way to TN. I got a bunch of information on the Nashville area and there were actually some places that I wanted to go like The Hard Rock Café and Coyote Ugly, but I guess I will have to play it by ear until we get there. H had said if we end up in Memphis there is a street that is like Mari Gras time in New Orleans, so I was happy to hear about that. I there will be things for us to do in any of the cities that I mentioned, Knoxville has the college there, Nashville there is so much to do.
I still have not met the OW yet, I think that I have said this before the further I get away from the old sitch the less and less I want to meet her. But on the flip side of this I will have to meet her eventually because H will be bowling with her again this year, and I will be at the bowling alley when they are bowling together. H still talks to her on occasion which I am OK with sort of. It still bothers me that she feels the need to call him, I guess the way I am thinking if she got through once what is saying that she will not get through again. But H has told me over and over that he loves me.
The last time they talked she told him that she may have cervical cancer but nothing was for sure yet, she still had a bunch more tests to go through. She asked him if it was OK if she called him if she needed someone to talk to, and he said that would be OK. Now there are some things that I have heard about her that are making a lot of sense to me right now, that she is very needy. I know that finding out that you may have a serious medical problem is hard to handle when you don’t have anyone else to talk to but she has good friend who works in the medical field. She would have been able to tell her that this is what could happen and what to possibly expect. But I guess the good thing is she ahs not called since last week, but I expect she will call him tonight on his way home from golfing, that seems to be when she calls him.
I am still waiting for my new derby car to get to the house so I can start working on that. But I have been helping H with his car when I can, more and more time together. But there is one thing that I miss now that H and I are doing so much together, my friends. I miss going out with them. I had one ask me last night if I wanted to go to Bike Night with him, he just go a Harley, and wanted to show it off. But H and I were busy doing stuff in the yard. I know it is a male friend that H at first did not trust me with but he is more like a brother than anything. We have been friends since high school and there has never been an attraction at all. My other friends have kind of fallen off the face of the earth too, it seems like no one will call me back.
