I have been on a little bit of a roller coaster in my mind. This weekend was a little rough just because I felt like I was not an imortant person to my H. He was off doing stuff all weekend long somethings I was included and some I was not. It was the times that I was not was when I had the problem. Also I had planned a 'date' for Sunday night. H came in from working in the shop to get cleaned up. He got into the NASCAR race and the Pistons game, both mind you were recorded, also he was talking to a friend on the phone. By the time he was done on the phone it was almost 10pm and I was very tired, we had gotten home late Satruday night from his race about an hour wawy. At this point I was very angery. He realized that I was angery when he came to bed and I had put him pillow in the hallway. As normal he did not take any of the blame and turned the problem into something that I blew out of propotion. At that point I told him that it was not my fault and it was his and why, he did not like that had rolled over and went to sleep. You see I would normally not have done that but now that I am not taking blame for everything he is realizing that the problems that we did have were partly his fault too. But once we had time to talk things over on Monday he understands why I was mad Sunday night. Also he apoligized for what happened too, and we had some good together time Monday night.
