Sure, I can understand that. And I'm quite sure my H really has no idea what to do as I'm not prone to crying or to hysterics....I have to be really hurting to cry and he knows that, and right now he knows too that he's the cause of that hurt. Something I'm having to work on within myself is resisting the urge to push him away if he tries to comfort me (like last night), because he is the source of my pain.....and lemme tell ya, that one ain't easy, but I'm really working on it.
On a happier note!!! I forgot to tell everyone on the board (who I consider my friends) that I am finally going to do something for ME. This is something I don't generally do, I don't make time for "me", I don't do special things for "me". So I've finally decided...it's time to do something special for "me", something I've wanted to do for quite some time and have talked to a close friend of mine about for almost 20 years.....we've talked and talked and talked about this, but never did anything about it so I've decided it's high time we did! My best friend and I are taking a trip to London this spring, just the two of us....a girl's week away for fun! No kids, no hubbies...just us, two red-heads loose in another country! I can't wait!!! LOL
