I honestly don't know who I'm trying to fool. I can barely support myself with my current salary. I certainly can't support a family. I am definitely not getting the raise I asked for. I don't even know if I an getting a raise at all. Dealing with the manager, it is obvious that the status quo will remain. Apparently it doesn't matter that I outsell all of the other listers, am more motivated, needed no training, and could tweak all of the other listings to be more profitable.
I guess I need to talk to BB directly. I wanted to avoid that if possible to workk through the established channels. I saw BB tonight at the pub, and didn't say a word about the raise. I will call him or talk to him next time he is at the warehouse. I don't have any time to waste making this paltry slaray, and GM shot down my bonus request as well. My only shot at saving M is by making a decent living NOW, and that ain't happenin'.
I had my eyeballs x-rayed today, so that I can get my MRI on Saturday. They want to know if my blacksmithing left steel bits in there before the giant magnet turns on and sucks the stuff through my retinas. I'm glad they get paid to think of that stuff.
Today has been a bit of a downer. I am tired of being alone all of the time. I need for someone to show me they love me too. I honestly don't know if I will ever get that from W again.
