The more that I read about you, the more I can identify with you. Especially talking to the dog. I have insisted on taking the cat when we D. H didn't want to give her up but he knows that I will give her more attention than him. I have been fortunate by having my family here and some really good friends. Me and one sister in particular are really close and I have spent a lot of time with her lately. GAL isn't the easiest thing to do, but it does help. I have started excerising some and eating healthier and losing weight has really helped my PMA.
I answered your post on my link earlier. It is so hard having to go through this when our H find it so easy to move on. But we can do this together! I will be more than happy to let you vent to me anytime. It helps to get it all out. Take care, Linda