So H's boxes are packed and we've had no contact for a couple of days now. I live between the town that has him and OW and his new church and the town that has his new graduate school. I'm only up here in this part of the country because this is where he came to go to graduate school and I moved to be with him. I USED to enjoy my job but I have no energy or interest in anything anymore. My first inclination is to move away as far and fast as I can, even before finding a new job - just run home to the south and stay with relatives until I figure out what next. I THINK I've let go of that thought, as friends and my therapist said I should. I have no kids, just a dog. I'm surrounded by opportunities to run into him, OW and church members on all sides of me, doing just about anything. I already do nothing but read, have never had any problems taking myself out to eat. I'm a natural loner (we both were....). I need some ideas for GAL - creating a new life. I think that's why moving away is so appealing - new places to explore, brand new people to surround myself with. Barring that - thoughts??? Thanks -
