Greeneyedlass, I told her. She didn't take it well, complaining of being tired as she's not been sleeping much for the past few nights, and also complaining of all the "pressure" she's under, but she didn't totally blow up on me. (I was worried, though, as I heard what sounded like door or drawer slams coming from the bedroom afterwards.) She did try to call three of the psychs I looked up for her and left messages, saying afterwards, "Is that satisfactory? Are you satisfied?" I responded, "You did very well." But I can tell that any further mention of sex today will probably just upset her worse. And she didn't kiss me goodbye, or even say "goodbye," when she left for the store just now.

Lillieperl, thanks for your input. I'm going to have to reply to it in more depth later, because I don't really understand what you're talking about after reading it just now. But I think this is tied in with more than just childhood fears.

- "A"


"Everything that happens, happens. Everything that, in happening, causes something else to happen, causes something else to happen. Everything that, in happening, causes itself to happen again, happens again."