I am having such a hard time today...I am as anxious as I was right after the bomb I think. I'm not sure why, no, actually I take that back, I know why: H was aboslutely happy with his life and everything in it last night. How can he go from being so devastated on Monday evening, weeping and crying, to everything being so great by Wednesday? I don't think he can other than if he's back w/ow. this is what i've seen before so many times.
I also don't get any "warmth" in his emails again, I'm just getting the business like ones, the "we'll be better if we can get some sleep" kind, although this morning he did tell me "you can relax"....this whole mess is making me nuts. not to mention the fact that they just moved a whole bunch more people into my cubicle area at work, and it's driving me nuts. I don't do well with noise any way, and between the constant mindless chatter and one persons country music, I'm about to lose it.
I don't know, maybe I'm better off to just throw in the towel and get it over with.
