Don't look where you don't want to go...that's good. I'm gonna try to keep repeating that. I just have a hard time keeping my focus when H gets weird all over again. I have this awful feeling she is probably fighting with him about me going with him tomorrow.
Ellie, help me see the light at the end of the tunnel here....if he is feuding with her about it, and I cheerfully stick with my plan and we have a good day....what will happen? plus I've gotta keep the June 1 date in mind.
I want so much to ask him to talk to me about stuff, to tell me what his plans/thoughts are. but I know I don't dare. DUCT TAPE DUCT TAPE DUCT TAPE...........
