I thought I have tried everything. I have started looking nice, have the house looking good, good attitude and not talking about negative subjects. All I got was you can do better than this. He is not remorseful of what he has done or what he is doing. We get together at least once a month when he is town to rekindle but this past weekend he was on the phone and on the internet talking with women. What am I to do? We are divorce but I guess that I had planned to go back to court get more money and then he said that if I dropped the suit he would work on the marriage. Well he said he tried and he is back to old ways. I don't want to go back to my old ways and yelling and screaming but I have run out of money to pursue this court case again. It is still on the docks so I guess I just need to initiate it again. If I do this my x says that I haven't changed a bit (when he says it, it looks like he is trying to get me out of his life not back into it). I feel money talks for him but I really don't want to be his enemy. What do I do?