Sounds like a wondeful weekend for you 2Much. I am happy and proud you were able to unwind and cut loose a little bit.

DO not sweat the H being short on the phone. You know we men get testy when we get lost. Hate it when the place I want to get to does not magically appear! LOL

As to H returning tonight. Get the tension and worries out of you system. Be you, go into it with no expectations. Have you best smile and warmest hug ready. It is OK to show him you are glad he is home, rather than how you missed him. I think that shows your appreciation for him rather than a sense of dependency on him, this is in my humble opinion of course.

It sounds so wonderful for you. I know it will all go well.

Through honest giving of my love I will recieve 10 fold in return.

Just because a person does not love you in the way you want, does not mean they do not love you!