Thanks Mel and Tessa, your right, its worth a try and I will try not to make such a "production" about it!
My horoscope for the day:
Good news is on its way. How good? Well, your life is not about to change beyond recognition forever as a result of the information you are about to get. But it IS about to change a little bit! Expect to receive reassurance on a subject that has lately been causing you some concern. Your doubts about a particular person's integrity - or their ability to fulfil a promise will soon reduce. Your confidence in your own capacity to meet a target that means a lot to you will increase.
I love these horoscopes! They always make me feel just a little more positive about my life!
Journaling:
H wanted me to give him a "wake up" call while he was up at his buddies house on Sun morning, because he had a job at 10am on Sunday. I called about 8:30 in a cheery voice (dont want H to think I am uspet he went up to buddies house) and said "Good morning, here is your wake up call" Then I asked if he was already up and he said he was half way home already, but it was raining real bad, even though it wasnt raining here! I told him I was making breakfast and asked if he wanted some and he said sure. It was ready right when he walked in the door. We had breakfast together and then both had to leave in a hurry..he went to work and I went to church. When I got home, he was already home...he finished completing his tasks from Sat and I cleaned up the house. When we were all done, we sat and watched a movie and then H got a littley frisky...wow, initaion by him again!! Afterwards, we just hung out on the couch for while and then got his pac-man game out and played a couple games...he is so fun to watch...just like a kid!!
We went to bed early, because we were both so tired, I read and he watched TV. He put his hand on my knee and I wasnt even scratching his arm!! I could tell he was a little uncomfortable with it..weird, kind of like when you are out on a first date and you are unsure if you should do anything or not..
So I do think things just might be weird to him, like they are to me too. We both just need to get past that..and I really think that in time, we will!!