It's amazing how we disect every little action trying to figure out what's going on. Every little touch, move, word says so much. Before the "crisis", in my home anyway, we went about our lives with little or no consciousness. I mean, we were just at ease, calm, relaxed. I could wear my sweats if I wanted, laze around on a Saturday, etc. Now when H is around, I have to be aware of every little thing.

Hang in there friend.

You know, when you were talking about your trip and hanging out with lovey dovey couples, do you have any couples you two could go out with? Let him see how married folks are supposed to act?


Each experience in life has formed me, become part of me, made me stronger.