I guess I should post some positives before I get lost all up in the negatives....

1. Last night H asked me where I was going and when I would be home.
2. H came in to workout while I was working out.
3. H cleaned up after supper.

Yea..positives, but not much. Not so sure about anything anymore..dont know how to get myself out of this slump..I wake up..feeling positive and then H gets up...we dont talk...he leaves without a hug or kiss...its just depressing...I dont want to live in a loveless M any more than he does..but I dont know how much love I have left to give him.