Journaling sorta I am angry. I am so upset. I am running up and down a cheeseless tunnel for the 31 year. H has a need (car) and I'm supposed to fix it. I am so upset I am so frustrated H is going to use the kids to manipulate this--already did I am so angry. How do I get to a different tunnel?????????????? It sounds so easy to change tunnels. NOT. So, do I get the vehicle that he has been nagging me about so he can take mine scot free. Oh, he is willing to license the other vehicle with his car license--NO WAY, it is only in his name. H is not willing to pay for a new car, or to support our D17 or the rent he promised to pay. Feels taking me out to eat is sufficient support. Why am I in this M. Hopefully it will look better in the morning. H has D17 car-D17 paid for her own car. Tomorrow H is taking D20 best car until I make arrangements. I am so angry. No H never paid a single dollar on the vehicle I drive. H only spent money on toys for H. What am I doing.
