I will agree with Hope it is so hard to not fall back into the old patterns of behavior and the way thing used to be. Remember start with a beginers mind.
How did your "date" with your H go last night? Have you given any thought to the way things go when you are with him. But since you are dating again don't think of the things that have gone wrong, just start over like this is a new person that you have never met before and you are just starting to get to know.
