Journalling... The backpacking class was very informative. It is a sport in itself. Day pack, trip pack, where to go, shoes, boots etc. The stress of the last week is getting me. H tonoc said I was too quiet and asked if I was struggling. Since I really want an honest relationship, I nodded yes. I just didn't want him mad. He said he'd go home. So, angrily he did. Didn't even shut the door on the way out...
I don't think I DB this very well. I was honest, yet it hurt him. Maybe now my head will stop spinning from the pressure thing he was doing to me.
