I am not sure how to trust him. It doesn't help that he still has behaviours similiar to in the past and that every time he has dd4 he acts like he is doing me this huge favour.
I also know he isn't sorry for what happened, he will not compromise on the kids, and he has this air of I should be grateful for any contact he offers me.
I am also aware that he lies still, which is difficult as then I never know if I can trust what he says to me.
I don't think he has moved much in terms of development since we first split.
In fact, he didn't used to lie to me in the marriage so in that respect I think he has regressed.
I think he will need to learn how to become a more honest person before I could trust and all I can do for now is look after me.
