Thanks for your nice comments jdd, they cheer me up.
It's so nice getting positive comments from men rather than putting up with stupid 14 year old lad's and their childish behaviour.
The thing that really bugs me is I was 16 when I became H's partner and I NEVER would have behaved like that - H was 19 so he was more mature, plus he had his own problems.
I've had this problem all the way through my life so I suppose it's easier to think it is the disability - but thanks for your kind comments, my ego is rising now
