My book does pull me back a lot as when I write, it's like re-living it, which contributes to my mood, but this can have a positive affect as I remember all the good stuff as well so it's harder to get bitter. I don't get all one sided and 'you did this' largely because of the book.
I am writing the final few months and it's very good. I'm very excited about it. This is my biggest project so far.
Andy doesn't think I am immortalising his sins, more the opposite. He is mostly worried about our SL being in the book and possibly on film as I will be approaching film companies also. His response when I first told him about it was
'I know what you're like, when you got your idea for your business, you were all over the TV. I don't want our SL on the National News!'
I laughed and told him to look on the positive side, if we don't work out, then all the women in the UK will want him because women love mean, sexy men so they will all be throwing their knickers at him!
He shutup complaining then so maybe he doesn't think my book is such a bad idea after all
Jo.
PS wish me luck, off to the fertility clinic tomorrow.
