My mood has picked up a bit since this happened because I'm sure by the way he's behaving that he still wants me but I still feel a bit scared by that email and I've been writing really tough bits of my book so that has been dropping my PMA also but I have to finish it as I need the money.
I've got up to May 04 now so I've written the worst bits.
Ask me how I feel on Friday and I'll give you a better idea.
