Does that mean he wants to be platonic friends or does that mean he wants an R with me after all? It's really confusing. Normally when he compliments me on my clothes, it means he is flirting with me, but then after that email I am not sure.
If he's sorry why doesn't he just say sorry?
I am scared that I'm just getting the wrong idea because I love him.
I didn't say thank you because I don't want to appear really grateful, IYKWIM, but if it carries on getting better then I will. I was really hurt by that email; he'll have to give more before I can give anything else.
I thought I did well not getting upset while he was here, and not talking about the R. Everything else is somewhat forced at the moment.
Point taken about the clothes.
I wouldn't ask him for a massage at this time because it's too much like pursuing him and I miss him so much that I am scared we will just end up in bed which I don't want until I get a proper commitment - so I am shying away from physical contact.
I don't know why he switches off whenever I ask for any involvement with the dd's - he was stand offish when they stayed overnight too.
For now I am not going to try to understand why - I am just going to let it go. If I win my H back I get them too.
