Well, Mr. Moody has no recollection of saying anything about starting fresh. He says that he will not remove divorce as an option. He says I have put him in a box, and have crossed his boundary about mentioning things. I never knew about this boundary. I told him that he had lied again, and seems to have forgotten about the words love and forgivness and is devoid of God in his life. Supposedly my anxiety problem has nothing to do with him. He wants us to be friends, and that is all. I feel like I am having some major headgames played with me. He said he likes to finally be the one in control of this relationship. Back to babysteps............... Sometimes I am wondering if I really want to deal with this B>S anymore. He says one thing, and does another. I love him, but I do not deserve this anymore.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
