For years I kept my feelings to myself. I hardly ever told H that i loved him, or that I found him attractive. I actually insulted him and pushed him away from me more times than I care to count. He told me several weeks ago how much it hurt him that I had never complimented him, or made him feel attractive.He told me this morning when he called that he did not feel pressured at all to tell me he loved me, and that I owed no apology. I just need to make sure that I do not make this a habit for now, and will resume my keeping quiet about my feelings.I do not want to push him away.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
