Hi,
Sounds like you really want to believe H.

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He is trying to reassure me that he is coming home after his trip, and that he loves me




So, after thinking about this, would you be willing to "act as if" things will be ok. PMA he will come home and he does love you. Act as if there will be no divorce. Now, here is the part for you do think on, if you will. What will you do differently so H will see a PMA in you? List some here so we can cheer you on. They will be baby steps and that is ok. You can do this!!!!
Keep posting
and DBing

Midwest