Last night he came home after spending some time with a friend from his job, they went out for dinner. He brought me home a gift, soemthing he hasn't done in years. I was so touched! He told me it was because I had allowed him to go out and he appreciated that. I didn't "allow" him to do anything, I just didn't make a fuss and kept my mouth shut. Tonight he is going out again, and on Friday he will be meeting another friend. Next week he goes to California for a week. His Mother is moving in on June 2nd, which I am dreading. He has been living in her apartment, and now Ia m scared about the new living arrangements. He told me that he is not moving out, that he would figure something out. I so want him to move into our bedroom again, but I will not inititate it, as it will have to be his decision.The thought of divorce still looms over my head. He hasn't mentioned it but I don't know what goes on in his head.I don't know what his plans are, I just keep looking to the positive things that are going on.Once he gets a new job, he may still proceed with his plan.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
