Sometimes I think he wants to be with me, he tells me how nice I look, etc.Sometimes I think he is punishing me, because of past issues. I have not mentioned sex at all to him since January but lately he hugs me and last night he kissed me on the cheek. Since going to therapy, I have really learned how to love him again, but his defences are so high, he will not let down his guard. I keep hoping that just one of these days he will initiate something, but I am so scared of the rejection I will not be the one to do it. He has been mentioning that he has noticed the changes in me, so I guess that is a good thing.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
