Quote: Actually, I have been very LD lately for many reasons. Some of them have kept me from posting very much. However, because being LD doesn't feel right or natural to me I spontaneously do things to up my libido. Isn't that funny?
I don't think it's funny at all. It's really just the same as, for instance, planning a trip to cheer yourself up. Because, by definition, HD people think of sex as an enjoyable activity, when you are in a state of mind that you don't even feel like sex would be fun, you are probably kind of depressed. The thing I still don't quite get about myself is that I find the opposite is true too. If I try to make myself feel LD, I find myself becoming depressed. Maybe there's some sort of biochemical feedback loop involved. Maybe I can will myself to lower my testosterone levels but because testosterone is a "good" chemical, one that makes a person feel full of "life energy", doing this to myself has a bad psychological effect.
"Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?" - Mary Oliver
