Thank you; I only read a part because I really don't want to start crying again right now. He has said he's sorry; he has said that he'll never do it again...but he does.
I get my once-a-week with no kissing, no touching (except that necessary to perform the act). He gets his [on paper] hardcore 18 year olds every day of the week. I thought I was the HD, and he was the LD in our marriage. I really don't know what he is at the point.
