Sorry you are in a major funk. Can you step out of your box? Sometimes I get so trapped in what I feel and think I see that I can't see it any other way and when something happens to throw me out of the norm, I see things from a whole different perspective.
Losing Breeze was a big change, put looking at D's actions in a totally different perspective for me. Broadened my perspective on life. It doesn't stay, comes and goes but now I know it is out there!
That probably didn't make sense but how about a hug {{{{Slowly}}}} and wishes for a wonderful weekend.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"