Slowly's abbreviation NG stands for Nice Guy, aka her H.
It's easier than spelling it out here online.
Betsey
p.s. Slowly? It's absolutely A-OK to put the idea aside to deal with your own thoughts and feelings. I award you a blue ribbon for being honest and taking care of yourself. You rock!
"There are only 2 ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."
Betsey
