Quote: I want to ask… you think something is missing, and it just isn’t “so” in your R, but….. is it possible that you have some disquiet in YOU that you need to address, an anxiety over something that may be totally unrelated to him, but it is a bit easier to pin on the R than deal with what is inside you? That is a total stab in the dark, but I do that sometimes, and wanted to see if you are too.
No doubt about it! I'm good at running away from myself, and framing my problems in the context of the R has helped get to them, albeit in a roundabout way. Give me time, I'm sure we'll get to the real issue soon enough
Seriously, I think there are still control issues for me to work through. Things are not panning out exactly as I want them to, and therein lies the struggle. Letting go seems to happen for me in stages.
Slowly
