Oh you are too funny! I hate starting new threads, I don't know why.
Sorry for being scattered..I guess I was acting on this bb the way I do IRL.
Yes I soon will have a gen-yoo-ine pain in the ass to accompany the general pain I feel there, and of course my pita husband and kids. The colonoscopy is 5/23. I am calling today to get it scheduled sooner, as I am going on vacation shortly after that and want to be at my best.
This has been a weird year for me. I had a breast lump at 8 months preg (which thank God was benign) and now this. My mind is reeling almost every day at the turn of events of my life. I haven't had anything wrong with me in years. I had a tonsillectomy 30 years ago but I don't think that counts, lol. I told H last night that I am going to go ahead and have the lumpectomy while I am still in the "poor sickly little ol me" mode and get it over with.
I have a terrible feeling about the colonoscopy, and I'm not a worrywart type of person. Foreboding is the best way I can put it. I sincerely hope that this is my mind running away with me. I need some butt jokes from HD to calm me down.
Aside from that, things are going pretty good. My H drew up a chart the other day which was entitled "Overcoming Coldness". (he had a rare BORED day at work) He recognizes that, while his natural preference for solitude is mostly ok, the fact remains that he is MARRIED and that has obligations attached to it. Namely, that he will fight his tendency to shove me away and embrace me instead. He is doing much better since making up this chart thing, but I know him well enough to know that he has these wonderful bursts of activity and then..lapses back into his old routine.
We've been trying to ML a bit but the pain prevents penetration beyond, say, 3 inches. Oh joy, right! It is not that satisfying for either one of us but it's better than nothing.
Gotta run; MIL is due for a visit and the last thing she'd want to see is a computer screen emblazoned with the words Sex Starved. LOL
