I really hope that's the case...H picturing having a family. Just not sure because he's still seeing OW almost everyday and still sending the lovey-dovey texts to her.
As someone responded on my thread...( especially because i'm pregnant and kinda stuck for the moment ) my H can get away with knowing that I'm nearby, accessable. But as the delivery creeps up I think it is dawning on him that soon I won't be pregnant, will look good again, and not feel so stuck anymore.
H always hated that guys hit on me, even when they knew I was married, or even when my H was out with me at the same place. I always get along better with guys too, so it makes my H insecure ( well he gets along better with women, never made me feel insecure...but now after the cheating, i don't know how I could ever trust him again if we did work things out ).
I talked to my mom last night and she said I got ANOTHER letter from ex-boyfriend. So she's going to send me both of them. Would LOVE to tell H now that there is a second letter, but won't...he'll see for himself when they get here. When I mentioned a few weeks ago the first letter to my H, he even said " Are you trying to make me feel insecure?"...so I don't need to guesss that he is, he actually IS. And I know it will be hard for him to see me go out ( looking hot and sexy ) after the baby while he stays home with the baby. I'm going to make a point of coming home in the wee hours...like he has been now for months. and I know he will just grill me for info...he's already doing it. I just need to be better at not telling him everything.
Our H's are such hypocrates... they can go shag OW and we have to be fine with it...but when the tables are turned they get all jealous and nosy. OOOOoooo I'm gonna have fun these next 2 months making my H squirm....can't wait!
but first the delivery to contend with...due sunday but haven't had any signs of contractions, so who knows when it will happen
