Kim - On the ML bit...I wanted to. Am a notti girl. HE HE HE I hate to say it, but my hormones have been crazy for the last 8 months or so, and I find myself wanting it more than my H. Before I found out about his A, I was upset that the frequency dropped from twice a week to like once a fortnight. I had to initiate most of the time, and was upset that he says he's tired etc etc.(But of course, his reluctance was due to his A) Felt so dejected and unwanted. Somehow,...it's really weird...after the bombshell, he seems to initiate more of it, and of course I couldn't refuse the offer And funnily, after the bombshell, seems to find my H more attractive...didn't seem to look at him that way pre-B. He did say that I am better ...

On him watching TV...not too worry about that. He used to look for food or drink after a short session of cuddling...But now, I think he finds it a bit scary to cuddle??? He is okay with kissing when we are at it...but I am not too sure about holding hands or that kind of 15-year old dating type of gestures...so I have not attempted to hold his hand for a looooong time, neither have I tried hugging him (outside of those sessions)....Mmmm...weird huh?

WOn't be posting for a few days...we are off to our beach holiday tomorrow...will be back on the BB on Monday...