Yoyo - Good on ya - your name is correct you are up and down like a bl@@dy yoyo. You did really well at dinner by the sounds of it so well done for keeping it all together. It also sound like you had a good night and it certainly finished well. Can I get you to ask yourself a question?? Did you ML with him cause he wanted it, cause you felt it your duty, because you wanted it, or it's part of your game. Just posing the question as you sound like you sort of wish you hadn't as it has raised more questions for you. I am not judging as I know you read my thread so I think you know I would be the last to judge given what I have just done but it is worth putting that part into perspective, hard as it is. With him going to watch T.V straight after I just wonder whether someone else can give you advice on what you should do in the bedroom. I would try not to give him his own way all the time but maybe someone else could give advice in this area for you. Keep up the good work and you do sound like you are going along nice and strong at the moment.